Tuesday, June 1, 2010

1/06/10

Hello all, this might be the last time I'll be posting in this blog, I'm finishing it at
my favourite number 6. It seems the the last 6 months pAssed really quickly nevertheless, I feel like I'm fiNally seeing the liGht and the kEy to my future. NormaLly I am passIonate about my dream job and wouLd never give it up, but lately I have cOme to realise that liVing that drEam seems to be slipping awaY and that dream is becOming less and less plaUsable.
Come to think about it. I've made some good friends in the past year and acomplished much. My parents would say that I should be proud of what I did but I can't. Mostly because I will always regret not doing something that I hate. No matter what it is. I feel like there is a missing part of my life or that I was never a part of it. I felt that only in the past at west island, where I felt belonged in a team. I could blame myself for not making many friends because I am really shy. Everytime I go into a new class or a new school, I try to be different and make some friends but I always crawl back into my anti- social hole. If I go into monash In the same matter I'll hate myself for the rest of my life.


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Adrian

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